hahahahahahahahahahaha
maybe neighbor just knows the REAL me.
hahahahaha vs. the superhotrockstars and a producer, im pretty fotogenic if i angle the cam correctly which i might have masturd all these years cooped up in my room away from human reality.
the superhotrockstar producer guy, i thought had a girl on his bed, it was a huge puppy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i might be pretty :(
:(
i can fucken get superhotrockstar producers online whom im friends with over years and years but not neighbor
what the fuck is wrong with neighbor
:(
i hope he’s just really shy. but he’s worth so much money, no need to have insecurities.
sigh
rockstars have all the girls they could ever want but they come back to me, nooooo not because im easy, im sure they could have tons of others but they dont
sooooo what’s wrong with neighbor?
:(
Neighbor :(
yea, ive been at the wisconsin dells that are advertised as having one of the world’s scariest water slids on yahoo right now. only place i went on there was the baby whorl pool because I was with my baby brother 100s of times.
8/ i didnt have friends or my cousins or ….
sigh
one of the best water parks in the world ive been to and I didnt even experience it.
just like being next to a guy who is one of the world’s greatest catch at fucken aged 27 and i am not experiencing him. please wait for me when i come back from san diego and i will worship your cock.
he said he’ll be moving in with some coworkers :(
:(
i hope fate will be working on my side :(
Monday memorial day neighbor is home and I’m not fucking with him once again.
My dogs had a drs appt but the staff here in Alaska are so dumb. The office was closed and any other day I’m working and we leave for the 5th of June next week.
They better be lenient and not charge me a lot on their own mishap.
Today is a good day. 4:00 am I woke up. Last night I finished reading I Never Promised You A Rose Garden, the moral of the story is if you see a tiny bit of light in anything that is already sanity. Life isn’t seen with rose tinted glasses.
I need to look for my dogs muzzles so they don’t bite the dr. Sigh I haven’t seen the muzzles since October!
I’ve been so good at reading. I read novels in one weekend straight now that I am a smart intellectual adult :)
Sedatives time to sleep. Gonna have a good day tomorrow
1. Drink sedatives when I wake up
2. Look for my dog’s muzzle
3. Maybe bring my dogs to the park for a walk so they’re not too rambunctious at the drs.
4. Maybe Walmart for a calming collar or pets mart if it’s open. But it’s memorial day so I don’t know if that’s a good idea. I hope walmart is open
5. Get on my tea diet so that I’m thin for Tuesday otherwise I can’t work. Though I am getting better I can feel being part of reality and my face arrangements while speaking to people is real cause my anxiety is nonexistent cause of my klonapin. I see the world in a brighter light and I’m not too obsessed with neighbor.
4. Dogs dr appt is at 4 pm I hope the dr is easygoing so that I don’t have to pay too much
5. My dogs will be in their dog bags, gonna be the most hilarious thing ever.
